on repeat right now
yeah i know this is just a random vent on my bf.. but he made me kinda mad erlier and u know how when u want to blog its because u have inspiration from happiness.. or intrigue and u want to share.. or you are just plain pissed or sad.. and somehow blogging makes u feel ok because when u tell things to other people its not always what u 1) want to hear 2) need to hear and sometimes just the blankness of a blog can solve something.. u can just type aimlessly away and even though i am never gonna read it again.. for like 10 min you had captured your feeling of emotions..see i wont even read this later haha because i will be like "god stacey you are having a gay moment!!!" talking to yourself on a blog .. all those random ppl that read your blog are gonna be like.. hm stacey and her boyfriend hahahah...
and for one second on the phone.. she wished she could hear him reciprocate what she had just said to him. of course like a guy he just says "okay okay babe.. yeah i see..." ...yeah yeah yeah.
the luxury of seeing your boyfriend..
yeah i have our rescheduled "celebration" of our 18 months on july 27th weekend..
i hope it goes through
i still havent had that dinner. ... hahahaha
and this bf of mine has never celebrated any anniversary.. not 6 months.. not a fucking year..
so hm yeah
so that sex and the city movie...
when carrie gets all juiced in planning her wedding with big.. and then he breaks her bubble when he goes well this is my 3rd wedding.. i dont want to do anything really.. ive done it all already. and shes like wouldnt u want that for me... to get the whole experience... and then shes all sad.
boyfriend reaction: "i do that to you huh?".. IM SORRY
self: *nods head* yeah JUST A little bit
it was good that he had a reaction lol
see background info is that ex gf of 4 years had cheated on him and dumped him thru a text message... i met him post 6 months but he was messed up and for a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg while until maybe last month i always felt i had to pay for her mistakes cuz she basically broke his heart and stomped all over it and then barbequed it...yeah FUCKED up
and he always used it as an excuse whenever i wanted to do something typical coupleish and romantic..
"ive done it before... i dont want to"
SOME bullshit HUH
and hes my first boyfriend
so that was a good reason for watching the sex and the city movie
i went to a frat kick back the other night... and since i dont live in college town.. it was like a reminder.of how i live in the real world and not the college world. lol and how ieno i feel like i matured.. before when i was in my first semester of college at state.. visiting ppl at ucs.. etc it was like oh cool i wanna go out i wanna meet new people blah blah blah.. but going back to that scene was like hmm hahahaha nothings changed and of course u can meet a dozen people a night but the next morning none of them were important and u dont even know their names but yeah still hm lol ieno
work.. hahahahahahahaha
well if alysssa reads this then she knows.. we got a new assistant manager and shes stupid and i dont like her because shes arrogant.. HELLA GHETTO.. and we have coined her the new nick name sergeant .
went to haight area the other day with my bro and hmm u know how u go there and everyone acts all "super hard" and super URBAN.. yeah shit made me realize i grew up. since not everyone has to dress like they own america's next best dance crew lol. i guess it made me realize how 2 3 years ago my style was more urban and how i was more excited about the next cool true shirt and the next cool uber urban shirt like mama goldwatch ieno the shit they selll at up against the wall.. going there made me realize my style has changed a little and i dont want to be personified as a bopper. also i think i got kinda freaked out ever since i went to a gay night... for clubbing and it was like a freakin shoe release...how many pairs of vans and skinny jeans did i see lol what else.. i bought a pair of dunks... first time i bought some sneakers in like 2 years lol.. as opposed to the old life of high school.
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im moving to berkeley in august with silling as my roommate. no im not going to berkeley. my parents own some apartments in north berk and inititally we would be moving there..but in awhile since my sister is still going to ahigh for her senior year.. but basically yeah the chance to move out and do all that i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t DO U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS ish.
trading places - usher <-- current obsession kinda funny
everyone nose (remix) - N.E.R.D. < -- remix is WAY BETTER. original was LAME
if i hurt you- mario
green light- john legend ft andre
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everyone nose (remix) - N.E.R.D. < -- remix is WAY BETTER. original was LAME
if i hurt you- mario
green light- john legend ft andre
Image may be NSFW.
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yeah i know this is just a random vent on my bf.. but he made me kinda mad erlier and u know how when u want to blog its because u have inspiration from happiness.. or intrigue and u want to share.. or you are just plain pissed or sad.. and somehow blogging makes u feel ok because when u tell things to other people its not always what u 1) want to hear 2) need to hear and sometimes just the blankness of a blog can solve something.. u can just type aimlessly away and even though i am never gonna read it again.. for like 10 min you had captured your feeling of emotions..see i wont even read this later haha because i will be like "god stacey you are having a gay moment!!!" talking to yourself on a blog .. all those random ppl that read your blog are gonna be like.. hm stacey and her boyfriend hahahah...
and for one second on the phone.. she wished she could hear him reciprocate what she had just said to him. of course like a guy he just says "okay okay babe.. yeah i see..." ...yeah yeah yeah.
the luxury of seeing your boyfriend..
yeah i have our rescheduled "celebration" of our 18 months on july 27th weekend..
i hope it goes through
i still havent had that dinner. ... hahahaha
and this bf of mine has never celebrated any anniversary.. not 6 months.. not a fucking year..
so hm yeah
so that sex and the city movie...
when carrie gets all juiced in planning her wedding with big.. and then he breaks her bubble when he goes well this is my 3rd wedding.. i dont want to do anything really.. ive done it all already. and shes like wouldnt u want that for me... to get the whole experience... and then shes all sad.
boyfriend reaction: "i do that to you huh?".. IM SORRY
self: *nods head* yeah JUST A little bit
it was good that he had a reaction lol
see background info is that ex gf of 4 years had cheated on him and dumped him thru a text message... i met him post 6 months but he was messed up and for a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg while until maybe last month i always felt i had to pay for her mistakes cuz she basically broke his heart and stomped all over it and then barbequed it...yeah FUCKED up
and he always used it as an excuse whenever i wanted to do something typical coupleish and romantic..
"ive done it before... i dont want to"
SOME bullshit HUH
and hes my first boyfriend
so that was a good reason for watching the sex and the city movie
i went to a frat kick back the other night... and since i dont live in college town.. it was like a reminder.of how i live in the real world and not the college world. lol and how ieno i feel like i matured.. before when i was in my first semester of college at state.. visiting ppl at ucs.. etc it was like oh cool i wanna go out i wanna meet new people blah blah blah.. but going back to that scene was like hmm hahahaha nothings changed and of course u can meet a dozen people a night but the next morning none of them were important and u dont even know their names but yeah still hm lol ieno
work.. hahahahahahahaha
well if alysssa reads this then she knows.. we got a new assistant manager and shes stupid and i dont like her because shes arrogant.. HELLA GHETTO.. and we have coined her the new nick name sergeant .
went to haight area the other day with my bro and hmm u know how u go there and everyone acts all "super hard" and super URBAN.. yeah shit made me realize i grew up. since not everyone has to dress like they own america's next best dance crew lol. i guess it made me realize how 2 3 years ago my style was more urban and how i was more excited about the next cool true shirt and the next cool uber urban shirt like mama goldwatch ieno the shit they selll at up against the wall.. going there made me realize my style has changed a little and i dont want to be personified as a bopper. also i think i got kinda freaked out ever since i went to a gay night... for clubbing and it was like a freakin shoe release...how many pairs of vans and skinny jeans did i see lol what else.. i bought a pair of dunks... first time i bought some sneakers in like 2 years lol.. as opposed to the old life of high school.
Image may be NSFW.
Clik here to view.
im moving to berkeley in august with silling as my roommate. no im not going to berkeley. my parents own some apartments in north berk and inititally we would be moving there..but in awhile since my sister is still going to ahigh for her senior year.. but basically yeah the chance to move out and do all that i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t DO U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS ish.