so for like 3 weeks i've been anticipating taking my boyfriend out for his bday just me and him. like even though we've been going out for almost a year and a half we actually never went out to dinner just me and him. we go to friends bday dinners etc, but never just us. and when hes around his friends hes in his own essence which is not with me, like how some couples are in tune with each other when they talk, we are not because we are both very strong individuals anyways. his friends are nice i mean i know them too, but when they are all together from high school i am frankly the outside for obvious reasons. i mean its his bday i dont mind, but not on the night ive been planning for a month OK.. and not with even like buying a dress and shit for. im just saying dont take it too literal like we are supposed to be finishing each others sentences, but it used to bother me when i felt i didnt get enough attention. anyways his friends imposed on me..2 other couples like oh we want to go join you..... and hes like oh yea bring em... even when he had clearly said beforehand oh i don't want to do anything with my friends... so i feel my plans are being imposed on. the other couple see each other everyday.. the other one live w each other, me ...i see my boyfriend once a week OK. and hes always tired when i talk to him anyways at night. so cut me some slack. i admit im selfless when it comes to my boyfriend..because whatever all of that crap called love and i care about his happiness, but im just venting cuz it made me mad. he was like what do u want me to do.... they are my friends..eat with them another night.... shit.
work is ok, but this one BITCH ASSS WHITE GIRL .....makes it hell for everyone as she is a snitch and a bitch and tries too hard to do everything and suck up to the manager. she started only a week after me and i was nice to talk to her.. and on 2 seperate occasions she's snapped at me with rude comments. bitch ass ness. i mean we work at fucking nordstroms rack. honey it aint nordstroms take your bitchass over there.
school is what school is
oh and i had a shitty saturday
w 3 hrs of sleep
bart and muni 730 to 9....to stonestown
getting lost trying to find employee entrance for orientation
ORIENTATION HELLA FUCKING BORING...with a repeat of stuff i already heard signing my paperwork
having to waste a hr of unpaid lunch..to listen to 30 min...of policy
being sick the whole time and cracked out on coffee i felt like a 4 yr old boy with ADD
i threw that stupid orientation binder out as soon as i left
took me 2 and half rhs to get bak....cuz traffic and waiting etc..
getting to bart.. my boyfriend had overslept... so i waited a total time of a hr for him to get me and then his car hit something.. so all my shittyness of a day manages to look microscopic...
oh and i hadnt had the chance to take a shower so i was feeling like shit
yeah i know im complaining hahaha
new usher music is pretty dope
current playlist
1. here i am - rick ross
2. i'm still in love - sasha and sean paul
3. freak though- TI and Pharrell
4. echo- usher
5. last 2 know - chris brown
6. who let em in - phyzikal w the Dream
7. you know me - 2 pistols w ray j
8. in love w/ money- plies
9. leaving- jesse mccartney
10. i'm losing it -akon w rock city boys
11. flash- usher w pharrell
12. don't turn back - colby o'donis
13. u can't - usher w one chance
14. driving myself insane- frankie j
15. if i never see your face again- rihanna w maroon 5
16. just like me- usher
17. this ain't sex- usher
18. nobody- usher
work is ok, but this one BITCH ASSS WHITE GIRL .....makes it hell for everyone as she is a snitch and a bitch and tries too hard to do everything and suck up to the manager. she started only a week after me and i was nice to talk to her.. and on 2 seperate occasions she's snapped at me with rude comments. bitch ass ness. i mean we work at fucking nordstroms rack. honey it aint nordstroms take your bitchass over there.
school is what school is
oh and i had a shitty saturday
w 3 hrs of sleep
bart and muni 730 to 9....to stonestown
getting lost trying to find employee entrance for orientation
ORIENTATION HELLA FUCKING BORING...with a repeat of stuff i already heard signing my paperwork
having to waste a hr of unpaid lunch..to listen to 30 min...of policy
being sick the whole time and cracked out on coffee i felt like a 4 yr old boy with ADD
i threw that stupid orientation binder out as soon as i left
took me 2 and half rhs to get bak....cuz traffic and waiting etc..
getting to bart.. my boyfriend had overslept... so i waited a total time of a hr for him to get me and then his car hit something.. so all my shittyness of a day manages to look microscopic...
oh and i hadnt had the chance to take a shower so i was feeling like shit
yeah i know im complaining hahaha
new usher music is pretty dope
current playlist
1. here i am - rick ross
2. i'm still in love - sasha and sean paul
3. freak though- TI and Pharrell
4. echo- usher
5. last 2 know - chris brown
6. who let em in - phyzikal w the Dream
7. you know me - 2 pistols w ray j
8. in love w/ money- plies
9. leaving- jesse mccartney
10. i'm losing it -akon w rock city boys
11. flash- usher w pharrell
12. don't turn back - colby o'donis
13. u can't - usher w one chance
14. driving myself insane- frankie j
15. if i never see your face again- rihanna w maroon 5
16. just like me- usher
17. this ain't sex- usher
18. nobody- usher